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( 10 +1) painful things

1. bringing back the feeling you've learned to forget.
2. reminiscing the good times.
3. trying to hide what you really feel.
4. loving someone who loves another.
5. having a commitment with someone you know would not last.
6. shielding your heart to love somebody.
7. loving a person too much.
8. right love at the wrong time.
9. taking risk to fall in love again.
10. accepting that it was never meant to be.


+1 "what ifs"

why make it more complicated anyway?

I used to just lay there in my bed and try to find a reason...

a reason to stay
a reason to leave
a reason to give up
a reason to belive
a reason to remember
a reason to forget
a reason to love
a reason to hate
a reason .. just about .. everything ..

why did I go wrong? what's wrong with me?

I got tired of finding a reason so I stopped.
Sometimes all you need is just to stop for a minute.
More stupid questions, more stupid answers.

everything doesn't happen for a reason

flashback memories might kill,
but they come as well as feelings.

nothing is simple.
why make it more complicated anyway?

count 1, 2, 3,...

one heartbreak.

two eyes crying.

three words never said again.

four hands that never held again.

five morning you'll pass him in the hall.

six love notes, ripped and torn.

seven days a week you'll think of him.

eight sad song at night before bed.

nine wishes that never came true.

ten years before he realized it has...

always been you

5 ways to annoy your teacher

5. always be absent

4. don't do homeworks

3. sleep in class

2. make the whole class laugh when he/she is talking

and#1

PERFECT THE EXAMS.

NB:

actually there is some problem with no 5:

1 you can't sleep in class ( you always be absent so you're not there )

2 you can't make the whole class laugh when she/he is talking ( I think I've told you "you're not there!!" )

3 yau can't perfect the exams ( HEI I'M SURE I'VE TOLD YOU! IF YOU ALWAYS BE ABSENT, HOW TO PERFECT THE EXAMS? DO YOU THINK YOU CAN DO THE EXAMS IF YOU ARE ABSENT.. OK MAYBE YES IF YOU'RE THE OWNER OF YOUR SCHOOL, SO YOU CAN DO THAT AT HOME AND HELPED BY YOUR MAID!!)

4 and the homework... ( yesterday you're absent so you don't know there is homework and the most important you don't have to do that coz tomorrow you will be absent.) (ohh.. i forgot.. you're the owner of the school so of course you know about the homework. the good school staff will tell you your homework right.. you're their boss. it's their task. besides the school staff will distribute that to your teacher.. but, you are too lazy to do taht. or the school staff is the bad one. they don't tell you coz they afraid you will be angry if they tell you about homework. poor you. no one care how stupid you are.)

gagasan baru

hari ini gue cerewet banget yaaa...

jadi gue punya gagasan baru yaitu bikin semacam quotes of the day gitu deh.. dari novel. Tapi hari ini gue belom ngumpulin. jadi ini dari official site nya SM (padahal gue gak begitu suka dia). Bahkan gue gak bisa mutusin mana yang bagus..hahahaah

so.. this is it

"Do you ever think that your life might be easier if you weren't in love with me?" — Edward Cullen ( eclipse)

or this one

"The right thing isn't always real obvious. Sometimes the right thing for one person is the wrong thing for someone else. So... good luck figuring that out." — Charlie Swan (eclipse)